DARN

After being through all the out field stuff, I’m pretty sure I’ll start enjoying army life for a little bit.

Being in the jungle and shit is no joke man. Dust, soil, insects, wild boars and fuck loads of sun make a man go crazy and appreciate little things like washing hands. Call me a faggot or whatever shit, I don’t really care. I just want to have a comfortable life. No more route marches, no more enduring shit in the sun in long sleeves and and and no more being treated like a dog.

Seriously, I don’t think I’m a soldier. I will never become one anyway. I don’t think like one and I don’t act like one. So just spare me the agony and let me carry on with my life. I’m pretty sure I can provide more for the society if I do voluntary work or maybe just normal work like everyone else.

ARGH. I’m blabbering nonsense. Every guy have to do it. RAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I’m getting confined this weekend anyway. Valentine. DARN DARN DARN. It’s freaking rush tomorrow having to report at 7AM. FUCK.

But at least I’m home now to wash my dirty soiled (literally) clothings. Phew. I’m so glad to be home. I’m gonna take a nice long shower and sleep in a proper bed.

WHEEEEE! Field camp and situation test is over. It’s gonna be much more easier to go through BMT now. 1st half done, next half to go.

Question now is, “Should I be a commander, eg. sergeant, offier, or should I just be a man (normal low ranking soldier) ?”

Bye