Booooo!!!!

Happy damn Halloween dickheads!

2 days to A levels.
20 days to freedom.
71 days to prison-like days.

Scary….

FUCK FUCK FUCK

I’m enlisting for NS on 09 Jan 2009. Kill me. I thought I would enlist in April. ):

I had plans to tour Aussie and China and Bali. ARGH!

Say your goodbyes before its tooo late. ):

Pissed

I went to macdonalds to study today, and it blackouted. Wth.

When I got home, the phone rang and it was for my brother. The bloody phone was in his room and he couldn’t be bothered to pick it up. WTF

He leaves his room with the fan and lights on. And when he’s done with the telly, he leaves it on. No wonder our electrical bill went up by a hundred fucking dollars.

And my mum nags at me about it. Shoot me.

A levels is essentially one week away and I’m not at the very least prepared to even pass the exam. Argh.

Next year’s gonna be tough. With army and probably A levels again is so going to kill me. Please let me do well this time round so next year I can finally do the army thing at ease.

Actually, I’m pretty scared about going into the army. There has been so many cases of deaths in the army these days. God! Please let me survive. Amen. (scarsm if you dumb enough not to know)

I will survive! Through fucking As and army!

Lalala…..

Oh! I think the national youth bowling team is training at the bowling centre near my place! Maybe it’s time for a change of sports huh?

Preparation

It’s not going well and I’m really worried! Everyone’s been telling me to just clench my teeth and get through this remaining month. But if it’s not gonna be good, why still make the effort? It’s gonna be horrible anyway.

It wasn’t like Os when I really felt I could do it. This time I have a really bad feeling about it and I have zero confidence. I just hope some miracle would happen and it’ll all be fine! But probably nothing’s gonna happen and I’ll just get screwed really badly. Damn. The thought of it really scares me. I don’t wanna be a broke chap in the future. I have to finish college and get a high paying job to fufill my ridiculously high spending. I don’t wanna live with debts and stuff. But I just don’t wanna work for it. What the hell is wrong with me man. Fuck.

Talk talk talk

Is it possible to talk when your heart is racing? Is it possible to try to sound perfectly casual when you’re trying hard not to screw up?
Damn.

I should just start opening my mouth and talk huh? Then at least I would know what’s gonna happen. Sigh… I’ve never been so pathetic.

With As coming, all the more I’m getting as sad as tacky korean dramas. Just shoot me. Bye

Note to self

If I EVER see her again, TALK to her! (:

Adventure trip

Am at the harshly cold airport working my ass off trying to concentrate. Yawns. It’s 4am. 3 more hours to go! Go go go.

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Aliens

Gawd! It was horrible! It’s the only movie that I’m constantly fearing for the leads. Maybe it’s because when I was a kid, I was super freaked out by the show. I still didn’t get to watch the whole show though.

Someday, I’ll make sure I finish watching the show!

And DAMN! The mama burned a small hole on the window and let her alien son get sucked out alive through hat small hole. Must be really painful. For that creep and the mama. I was astounded and I hope my mama doesn’t do anyting like that to me anytime soon.

I haven’t been mugging lately and I’m really scared! I need somebody to force me study! Godamnit. Why is it so hard for me??? Fuck the damned books yeah!