Archive for May, 2008

Commented. YAY/NAY.

Posted in Uncategorized on May 31, 2008 by FJ

My first comment on this new blog and WOAH, it shocked me.

inderx100 Says:
May 31, 2008 at 8:30 pm

Hello Dear
I came across your profile and I will like us to have a good relationship and to know much better .my name is GIFT i am single and never marriage.I will wait for your reply . please contact me at this my email address (Gift10026@yahoo.com) so that i can send you my picture and more about myself. waiting to hear from you .
please i will be very happy if you can write me through this (Gift10026@yahoo.com)i believe we shall definitely have reason to love each other ,lets take a chance for a chance because there is no harm in tries,i can only promise you of my love ,with sweetest desiire.

Shall I email him/her or not?

And to my surprise, not so much by the comment, people are visiting my blog by searching “MAN” on wordpress. I guess this proves how “man” I am – which by the way is extremely, thank you very much.

(:

Continue to visit my blog and hear my ramblings and screaming and bitching non-stop about my life. And spam my blog with weird but lovely comments every time you see a new post.

Till then,
ciao!

I LOVE MY MUM

Posted in Uncategorized on May 31, 2008 by FJ

I woke up with fear. A bad bad night mare that I hoped it will never come true.

I shall skip all the earlier details and go to the main point. A fucking bitch stabbed my mum. I went to say hi to that bitch only to find out that my mum is stabbed. Then I carried her to my brother’s bedroom – nearest to the door – and screamed at my brother to call 911 (it’s actually 119 in Singapore). He continued sitting on his fucking chair and played maplestory. I was like WTF. And screamed at him to call 911 again. And he said, “WAIT! I need to kill the fucking mushroom!” ARGH!

So I searched high and low in his very messy room for the phone and then when I dialed 911, the phone went flat and then I woke up.

I’m feeling really upset right now. I wanted to do physics, but, rah, heck man. I need a shrink.

Hello Again

Posted in Uncategorized on May 30, 2008 by FJ

I know you’ve missed me. Or rather, I had missed you. Either way I know it isn’t true but just fabricated lies made to sound polite.

Anyway, I’ve privately locked my blogspot cause of several reasons I would not tell, and I decided to set up a blog again mainly because I think that getting my thoughts out would be a lot better than keeping it in my head.

I’m feeling not quite right, right now. School work is horrendous. My social life is becoming null. And I’m hooked on being lazy and eff-ed up.

I hate doing school work nowadays. Not that I love to do them in the past, but I kinda hate it more now. I’m just sooo lazy nowadays. I hate to get anything from the kitchen cause it’s sooo far away. And I’m starting to skip meals cause I’m lazy to get out of the apartment. I just wanna read my books, surf the net and drink some latte all day long. Or rather, all night long. I’ve been sleeping and waking up at unearthly hours these days. Waking up is a torture to me. I just can’t seem to get up from bed. Even if I’ve place all the alarm clocks around my bed, I wouldn’t hear it in the morning. So pardon me if I’m late or didn’t show up.

This year, I am proud to say that I’ve been absent from school for more than twenty times and apparently it’s not recorded as my civics tutor’s been extremely kind and sweet. I guess he knows what it’s like to be young and lazy since he’s only thirty- plus. I am so lucky to have him as my civics tutor. I can’t thank him enough. The worst thing he ever did to me was a sarcastic remark in class and that’s all. I sincerely thank whoever made him my civics tutor! (:

Anyway, I watched Sex and the City today and it was great! Uber-funny and chic. You should totally catch it! It’s M18 but I managed to watch it cause… (:

I wanna party!

But no one to go with.

My skin is terrible with the lifestyle I living in. ARGH.

I’m thinking of As and I’m scared. But I just don’t feel like making an effort to ace it. I hate myself.

I love my mum though.

BAH. I just don’t know what to do anymore.

It’s all so difficult to me. People just don’t understand. Damn.

I’m just gonna get it done fast. I’m smart. So I guess it’ll be a lot easier than I think, if I ever try.

“Your score was 25 out of 30. That is a very good score—you would have a good chance of passing the Mensa test.”

(: